I used this program a while back called sbagen, and I had it generate … well I lost the program, but I put the differences at 5.5, 11, and 22 and then started rotating them, to make my head go out of center
then I slowly added the below frequencies:
33,44,55,66,77,88
usually I used about 300-500Hz carrier frequencies… I found out many different things that get activated when I would set certain frequencies constant and rotate the other ones… requires good headphones…
hang on a second… this just inspired me to do something! gonna take me a bit to do it, but perhaps I could make a freq generator that does the same thing in HTML5 and put it on my github… gatta check some things before I promise anything
That’s interesting what you say that about the frequencies. I tried it for the first time last night and I could feel it pulling me to the right. I finally decided to go with it and release control, it ended up taking me in a spiral from a larger to a smaller pinpoint. Unusual, will have to try it again to see if there is any change.
I started on the program, but like most programmers that are human, they will begin with the idea that it’ll take “hours” to write and turns out to be a lot longer… plus I’m slightly shirking some of my responsibility doing it… ARRGHHH yeah, I’ll work a bit more on it… gonna see if I can’t generate some sweet frequencies for the process… I’ll post them here…
when I was playing around with the program yesterday, I noticed that someone had written a sequence which goes up multiples of the schumann resonance. that’s pretty cool, but really one dimensional. imagine if there was a sequence designed to rotate your brain in a similar way to the planets (your head would be the sun)… obviously the frequency should be sped up, but it could be a cool global concept too in which anyone listening to the program would automatically begin at the same frequency of the solar system (something like orbit of earth(1yr) = 1hr, starting from 12/21/12 for example..) not sure if I’m explaining myself…
airmode, yeah man, I’ve had similar experiences. a few times I slept with my headphones on with an array of 7 frequencies in counter opposing spins … that shit was nuts the next day… felt like my whole body was humming for most of the morning…
I used to be really into this type of stuff, but I totally stopped doing that because I had a girlfriend. boy was that a horrible idea… seems all women (even the ones not appearing so) are mega-attention whores and eventually hate you for the very thing that attracted you to them (musician, always playing; programmer, always programming; athlete, always training).
this is potentially very exciting… I’m gonna blow through my work today. I wanna get back to this stuff!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
Ive actually been meditating to this video for a few weeks now, it does amazing things. I suppose this would have been a better post to ask about DMT in hahaha…I am still very curious about your opinion of that substance FWH
the drug activates a chimeical response already in your brain…the trick is to learn how to do it withot relying on a substance. You would be better off ingesting hiawaksa/
had that once during 2 day meditation. really powerful stuff. totally opened my inner eye. words cant describe. i wd only take it again if i had a guide of some sorts who can keep a grounded cord to earth or if i was in a VERY safe secure space. awesome
Thank for this i have been trying to activate it for almost a week strait now. It is almost you reading my thoughts. I wanted to ask you some tips and trick but i didnt want to be rude i know your busy. Thank for everything tho
Visualize divine golden light flowing into you when you inhale and mentally say SO, and then when you exhale feel your ego-centric limited consciousness flow out and evaporate into the atmosphere .
As you say MMMM imagine the ball of golden light move in reverse —
from the third eye back down the spine to the base of the spine.
The So ham mantra is a simple, method that can be done by all. It is
best done in the morning after emptying your bowels on a empty stomach .
Sit on a soft blanket in a cross legged position. Place your hands in Gyan Mudra (Gesture of Knowledge). Which is thumb and index finger lightly meeting, wrists resting gently on the knees and palms facing upward. The other 3 fingers are extended. Stretch your spine upwards, keep your neck erect, and bring your chin back and in, like how a soldier stands at attention.
Now inhale slowly while saying the sound “Soooooooo” mentally and then slowly exhale while saying the sound “Hummmmmm”. The HUMMM… sound is twice as long as the SO.. sound. The mantra “so hum” is not only a reflection of the sound of the breath but also carries a contemplative meaning: “I am that” . (SO = “I am” and HAM = “that”).
HINDU Puranas refer to Samudra manthan to produce nectar of immortality amruth or ambrosia….
In Samdudra manthan Mount MERU is the pineal gland,VASUKI is the raised kundalini , CHURNING the meru is RESONATING the pineal gland.
when you resonate your pineal gland with your DNA , ambrosia is produced.
in the ancient days when the Maharshis had NIL junk 12 strand DNA, just uttering OM produced ambrosia.with 97% junk DNA reduced to 2 strand, and a calcified pineal gland– this is NOT possible any more.
But we can try this
Put your thumbs inside your ears and palm both your eyes. say MMMMMMMM ( instead of OM ) to get the vibration into your head. do
this first thing in the morning daily. to shut off your mind chatter put the tip of your tongue on the upper palate in your mouth , while doing this. This will allow resonating the pineal gland.
Humming or the sound MMMMMM boosts level of nitric oxide—this in turn ups the oxygen intake by 98%, the biggest secret . Ordinary breath is a mere 4%. When there is lack of oxygen in your blood , you living to a small percentage of your potential…..
The tip off for me was when they said Oclone was of the light. That’s when I was able to discern that these poor souls are being lead down the path of darkness. They tell you to send pure gold to make an ascension headpiece. And I am really sick of their talk about we are all one, bla bla bla. I don’t believe that. That is how the evil cabal prime the sheep for the NWO.
How can I help them? If I was to say anything to them that goes against their we are all one mantra they would say I am the evil one.
yes the channelingS are bogus but WE ARE ALL ONE. in a sense. you balk at that (like I do) because you cant accept people who arent just like you. If you liked everyone..u would have no problem With the idea. . we are FRAGMENTS.
I do accept people who are different from me. That’s the point, we have a right to be individuals and think for ourselves instead of having a group consciousness like they promote with this bullshit we are all one.
I am new to meditating, meaning I have never done it before. Can you tell me….do I focus on this video with my eyes open? or do I keep my eyes closed and focus on the sound.
Thanks for all you do.
I am not sure if Mr FWH will have an opinion but this is what I think
there is no right way to do it
the whole purpose of meditating is to clear your mind and re-balance yourself
if I go for a week without it, it takes almost an hour of tones to settle my mind down
if I keep up a regular meditation exercise schedule it literally takes 30 secs to quiet the inner and outer mind
do what feels right for you
I like a dark room in a sitting position with my legs extended, headphones on and solfeggio tones ringing
is this right? I don’t know but I like it and I feel it helps
if you think it is better to look at the screen and let the colourful fractal images move about in your field of vision, then that is what I think you should do
Also, patience, belief and intent are important IMO
You can sit on a chair or in lotus pose.
Any music or frequency tones aren’t necessary. All you need to do is sit in silence and clear your mind of any thoughts.
Please help me, today I just realized the significance of the July 11th in my life, the one that past was a huge event for me. I think I might be a clone. Since I read they get activated on July 11th. Please how can I send you privately the rest of the details? Please I’m so scared. and my name is in my email if that helps.
no please, who can I contact to ask if I’m a clone? Please, are there any signs? Can clones have scars from the past? Please, I’m begging you, because I have no idea if I’m a clone. The truth is, I got plastic surgery on July 11th, the worst decision I’ve ever made. Please tell me what are your views on plastic surgery, does that make me a clone? I also have a few red dots on my arm, that are as small as freckles, a lot of other people have them too, any significance? How could they have cloned me? Will I just disappear forever? Where is my original soul? Are clones evil? Do they have emotions? Please answer, I don’t know who to turn to.
Please by who? I’m really scared what do I do? If I kill myself what happens? Where is my original soul? Please answer, can a clone have a scar from the past? Please, sorry for the questions but I’m panicking I need someone to help me. I still don’t know if I’m a clone. Will I die soon if I’m a clone? Please, can clones cry? Please answer.
Your reaction is much the way clones react when they find out they are clones; they malfunction and it can be messy. Your original soul is in the body you were copied from, if that body still lives. If dead, your original soul has gone on, maybe reincarnated by now. You do not have a soul if you are a clone; any emotions you think you are experiencing are programmed, not real. If you have not been activated yet, you will be; or your function will cease in a few months to a year, as most of the 7/11 clones were designed to not function more than two years tops.
So, should I tell my family I’ll be gone soon? Or do they have plenty of clones of each person? I still have a scar so I don’t think I’m a clone? I don’t think the plastic surgeon would have cloned me.
kiwis and bananas have a lot of tryptophan. spinach has the most. kiwis also have an incredibly good balance of all essential amino acids (the building blocks of DNA) and lots of folate (vitamin which has shown to increase cognitive abilities)
basically, combining a diet of just kiwis/spinich and meditation in pure darkness for a few days, your body will begin to produce much much higher amounts of melatonin in the pineal gland and dmt in the spinal fluid
side note: kiwis are one of the most incredible fruits ever… they are an interesting tree which cannot grow without both the male and female being together. it’s a very balanced fruit and highly recommended for “gemini” I try to eat about 6-8 a day. they expand your mind
—–
essentially, the goal here is to stimulate your melatonin and dmt production. this is done meditating in absolute darkness and without sensory stimulation (light, sound, etc). as it appears to me, babies have lots of melatonin in their systems (which is why their blood is drank).
so the way you stimulate your melatonin production is to stimulate your pineal gland to do so (with darkness and sensory deprivation). when you do this thoughts will pop into your head… these are all your “programs” that hold you in this dimension… keep understanding why you think those things (don’t simply abolish them) and over time you will be able to get into a peaceful meditative state at will. I can see that this somehow has something to do with DMT but I’m not sure how yet… doesn’t matter, cause I know this is the right track. sunlight is not your friend when you’re meditating. melatonin supplements are only good to form a necessity for your body at first, but remember to quit them and when withdrawls come on, to go and meditate in darkness, to bump up your natural melatonin production…
somethin like that guys… I just discovered this yesterday. I am prolly missing something still…
”Of all the known ways to stimulate melatonin production, none is more dramatic than smoking marijuana. Marijuana stimulates production of a prostaglandin called PGE2, which may relate to its ability to stimulate melatonin production. Italian researchers discovered that when eight men smoked a cigarette containing the active ingredient in marijuana, THC (tetrahydrocannabinol), they had dramatically higher melatonin levels twenty minutes later. After two hours, their melatonin levels were 4,000 percent higher than at baseline!”
(Russel J. Reiter, Ph.D., Jo Robinson)
I used this program a while back called sbagen, and I had it generate … well I lost the program, but I put the differences at 5.5, 11, and 22 and then started rotating them, to make my head go out of center
then I slowly added the below frequencies:
33,44,55,66,77,88
usually I used about 300-500Hz carrier frequencies… I found out many different things that get activated when I would set certain frequencies constant and rotate the other ones… requires good headphones…
hang on a second… this just inspired me to do something! gonna take me a bit to do it, but perhaps I could make a freq generator that does the same thing in HTML5 and put it on my github… gatta check some things before I promise anything
That’s interesting what you say that about the frequencies. I tried it for the first time last night and I could feel it pulling me to the right. I finally decided to go with it and release control, it ended up taking me in a spiral from a larger to a smaller pinpoint. Unusual, will have to try it again to see if there is any change.
I started on the program, but like most programmers that are human, they will begin with the idea that it’ll take “hours” to write and turns out to be a lot longer… plus I’m slightly shirking some of my responsibility doing it… ARRGHHH yeah, I’ll work a bit more on it… gonna see if I can’t generate some sweet frequencies for the process… I’ll post them here…
when I was playing around with the program yesterday, I noticed that someone had written a sequence which goes up multiples of the schumann resonance. that’s pretty cool, but really one dimensional. imagine if there was a sequence designed to rotate your brain in a similar way to the planets (your head would be the sun)… obviously the frequency should be sped up, but it could be a cool global concept too in which anyone listening to the program would automatically begin at the same frequency of the solar system (something like orbit of earth(1yr) = 1hr, starting from 12/21/12 for example..) not sure if I’m explaining myself…
airmode, yeah man, I’ve had similar experiences. a few times I slept with my headphones on with an array of 7 frequencies in counter opposing spins … that shit was nuts the next day… felt like my whole body was humming for most of the morning…
I used to be really into this type of stuff, but I totally stopped doing that because I had a girlfriend. boy was that a horrible idea… seems all women (even the ones not appearing so) are mega-attention whores and eventually hate you for the very thing that attracted you to them (musician, always playing; programmer, always programming; athlete, always training).
this is potentially very exciting… I’m gonna blow through my work today. I wanna get back to this stuff!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
that sounds way flippin’ cool, nipps. seems like you have some awful groovy insight and understanding – i’d be stoked to check out your work!
(the longer the better – i love listening to this stuff at work)
Ja julle naaiers! Skirk wakker!
absoluut – almal moet wakker word
the shit is about to hit the fan…..
shits BEEN hitting the fan,O’ Prophetic One
fwh is jesse
i think his feeling got hurt when jesse told him the bbc pre broadcasted. he was all like come off it mate, stop avin a go.
Ha llegado el momento excelente. Gracias Ex-Sombrero Blanco.
I moved it, it is one if the best audio I’ve ivermectin heard!
Mr. FWH, it really work? ‘d better listen to Beethoven, Mozart ……..?
it really works
it activates you at the quantum level
you have to have a belief and an intent to help make it work however
Ive actually been meditating to this video for a few weeks now, it does amazing things. I suppose this would have been a better post to ask about DMT in hahaha…I am still very curious about your opinion of that substance FWH
the drug activates a chimeical response already in your brain…the trick is to learn how to do it withot relying on a substance. You would be better off ingesting hiawaksa/
had that once during 2 day meditation. really powerful stuff. totally opened my inner eye. words cant describe. i wd only take it again if i had a guide of some sorts who can keep a grounded cord to earth or if i was in a VERY safe secure space. awesome
FWH, what about the substance Monatomic Gold, is it really beneficial for us or is it just another scam put out by the cabal?
That’s the one I use at night to go to sleep.
Thank for this i have been trying to activate it for almost a week strait now. It is almost you reading my thoughts. I wanted to ask you some tips and trick but i didnt want to be rude i know your busy. Thank for everything tho
Love and light to all
Good advice!
Thx
I love this psychedelic stuff!!
Free, Homemade, DMT………Thanks!!!!
I needed that.
I am drinking Goji Berry juice, I’ve heard it does cleans the pineal gland..
Changing the issue, any idea about this organism with no DNA??
how do we activate this gland?
Out of context but i’ve been getting a lot of these distortions via cellphone between calls. Is anyone else getting these?
They sound like monkeys man.
I had just found this a few days ago. Ive been feeling it work
SO HAM MANTRA, EXPAND YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS
Visualize divine golden light flowing into you when you inhale and mentally say SO, and then when you exhale feel your ego-centric limited consciousness flow out and evaporate into the atmosphere .
As you say MMMM imagine the ball of golden light move in reverse —
from the third eye back down the spine to the base of the spine.
The So ham mantra is a simple, method that can be done by all. It is
best done in the morning after emptying your bowels on a empty stomach .
Sit on a soft blanket in a cross legged position. Place your hands in Gyan Mudra (Gesture of Knowledge). Which is thumb and index finger lightly meeting, wrists resting gently on the knees and palms facing upward. The other 3 fingers are extended. Stretch your spine upwards, keep your neck erect, and bring your chin back and in, like how a soldier stands at attention.
Now inhale slowly while saying the sound “Soooooooo” mentally and then slowly exhale while saying the sound “Hummmmmm”. The HUMMM… sound is twice as long as the SO.. sound. The mantra “so hum” is not only a reflection of the sound of the breath but also carries a contemplative meaning: “I am that” . (SO = “I am” and HAM = “that”).
More info here http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.in/2012/05/so-ham-mantra-expand-your-consciousness.html
HINDU Puranas refer to Samudra manthan to produce nectar of immortality amruth or ambrosia….
In Samdudra manthan Mount MERU is the pineal gland,VASUKI is the raised kundalini , CHURNING the meru is RESONATING the pineal gland.
when you resonate your pineal gland with your DNA , ambrosia is produced.
in the ancient days when the Maharshis had NIL junk 12 strand DNA, just uttering OM produced ambrosia.with 97% junk DNA reduced to 2 strand, and a calcified pineal gland– this is NOT possible any more.
But we can try this
Put your thumbs inside your ears and palm both your eyes. say MMMMMMMM ( instead of OM ) to get the vibration into your head. do
this first thing in the morning daily. to shut off your mind chatter put the tip of your tongue on the upper palate in your mouth , while doing this. This will allow resonating the pineal gland.
Humming or the sound MMMMMM boosts level of nitric oxide—this in turn ups the oxygen intake by 98%, the biggest secret . Ordinary breath is a mere 4%. When there is lack of oxygen in your blood , you living to a small percentage of your potential…..
12 STRAND DNA ACTIVATION MANTRA
The below video of the Sanskrit mantra OM MANI PADME HUM ( Avalokiteshwara ) can activate junk DNA …
It has to be repeated 108 times,along with this video.
This mantra is very popular with Tibetan Buddhists– as it is endorsed by Dalai Lama.
This video is Buddhist- they have NOT got the pronunciation right–
but the purity of utterance and vibratory quality is OK.
Correct Pronunciation :–
mani is jewel in Sanskrit — it cannot be pronounced as mAAni.
padma is lotus in Sanskrit — it cannot be pronounced as pEdme
read more here http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.in/2011/08/12-strand-
dna-activation-mantra-capt.html
dont use their term “junk:”!
Dear FWH, what is really the best way to activate that gland ?
What about sungazing, it seems very powerfull ?
And what about keeping magnet on head ?
Thank you very much and all the best,
please answer it is the important question
Truth is Truth: help others to know the truth and understand what is really going on.
I feel sorry for all of the people who follow these channeled messages such as the ones here: http://www.treeofthegoldenlight.com/email_ad09-25-12.htm
The tip off for me was when they said Oclone was of the light. That’s when I was able to discern that these poor souls are being lead down the path of darkness. They tell you to send pure gold to make an ascension headpiece. And I am really sick of their talk about we are all one, bla bla bla. I don’t believe that. That is how the evil cabal prime the sheep for the NWO.
How can I help them? If I was to say anything to them that goes against their we are all one mantra they would say I am the evil one.
yes the channelingS are bogus but WE ARE ALL ONE. in a sense. you balk at that (like I do) because you cant accept people who arent just like you. If you liked everyone..u would have no problem With the idea. . we are FRAGMENTS.
I do accept people who are different from me. That’s the point, we have a right to be individuals and think for ourselves instead of having a group consciousness like they promote with this bullshit we are all one.
FWH: Re: 936Hz activation video
I am new to meditating, meaning I have never done it before. Can you tell me….do I focus on this video with my eyes open? or do I keep my eyes closed and focus on the sound.
Thanks for all you do.
I am not sure if Mr FWH will have an opinion but this is what I think
there is no right way to do it
the whole purpose of meditating is to clear your mind and re-balance yourself
if I go for a week without it, it takes almost an hour of tones to settle my mind down
if I keep up a regular meditation exercise schedule it literally takes 30 secs to quiet the inner and outer mind
do what feels right for you
I like a dark room in a sitting position with my legs extended, headphones on and solfeggio tones ringing
is this right? I don’t know but I like it and I feel it helps
if you think it is better to look at the screen and let the colourful fractal images move about in your field of vision, then that is what I think you should do
Also, patience, belief and intent are important IMO
SMILE
Thank you so much.
I would recommend closing but do what makes you feel comfortable. also I recommend a vid called Guided meditation with Eckhart Tolle. it will help.
I will take you up on that. Thank you.
You can sit on a chair or in lotus pose.
Any music or frequency tones aren’t necessary. All you need to do is sit in silence and clear your mind of any thoughts.
What are all of the arch angels names you know of? I want to talk
Love to all
GOD bless
You can easily google it – Raphael, Uriel, Gabriel, etc.
Please help me, today I just realized the significance of the July 11th in my life, the one that past was a huge event for me. I think I might be a clone. Since I read they get activated on July 11th. Please how can I send you privately the rest of the details? Please I’m so scared. and my name is in my email if that helps.
If you are a clone, there is no helping you. Cloned are without souls and baaically bio machines with a short life span.
no please, who can I contact to ask if I’m a clone? Please, are there any signs? Can clones have scars from the past? Please, I’m begging you, because I have no idea if I’m a clone. The truth is, I got plastic surgery on July 11th, the worst decision I’ve ever made. Please tell me what are your views on plastic surgery, does that make me a clone? I also have a few red dots on my arm, that are as small as freckles, a lot of other people have them too, any significance? How could they have cloned me? Will I just disappear forever? Where is my original soul? Are clones evil? Do they have emotions? Please answer, I don’t know who to turn to.
maybe you were cloned during plasyc surgery.
you are not a clone.
Please by who? I’m really scared what do I do? If I kill myself what happens? Where is my original soul? Please answer, can a clone have a scar from the past? Please, sorry for the questions but I’m panicking I need someone to help me. I still don’t know if I’m a clone. Will I die soon if I’m a clone? Please, can clones cry? Please answer.
Your reaction is much the way clones react when they find out they are clones; they malfunction and it can be messy. Your original soul is in the body you were copied from, if that body still lives. If dead, your original soul has gone on, maybe reincarnated by now. You do not have a soul if you are a clone; any emotions you think you are experiencing are programmed, not real. If you have not been activated yet, you will be; or your function will cease in a few months to a year, as most of the 7/11 clones were designed to not function more than two years tops.
So, should I tell my family I’ll be gone soon? Or do they have plenty of clones of each person? I still have a scar so I don’t think I’m a clone? I don’t think the plastic surgeon would have cloned me.
What I mean, is who comes inside the operating room to clone someone? Is it the plastic surgeon or something else?
Anonymus, if you want to know if you have been cloned, talk to this guy: http://www.facebook.com/donald.marshall.148
He has been cloned too. he will be able to tell you.
ACCEPT NO CLONES
yesterday, I did research on melatonin and DMT … here’s a summary of what I found:
—–
(Russel J. Reiter, Ph.D., Jo Robinson)
melatonin comes from tryptophan. tryptophan is an essential amino acid which gets converted into seretonin melatonin and dmt.
http://www.acutcmdetox.com/tryptophan2.html
kiwis and bananas have a lot of tryptophan. spinach has the most. kiwis also have an incredibly good balance of all essential amino acids (the building blocks of DNA) and lots of folate (vitamin which has shown to increase cognitive abilities)
http://nutritiondata.self.com/facts/fruits-and-fruit-juices/1934/2
basically, combining a diet of just kiwis/spinich and meditation in pure darkness for a few days, your body will begin to produce much much higher amounts of melatonin in the pineal gland and dmt in the spinal fluid
side note: kiwis are one of the most incredible fruits ever… they are an interesting tree which cannot grow without both the male and female being together. it’s a very balanced fruit and highly recommended for “gemini” I try to eat about 6-8 a day. they expand your mind
—–
essentially, the goal here is to stimulate your melatonin and dmt production. this is done meditating in absolute darkness and without sensory stimulation (light, sound, etc). as it appears to me, babies have lots of melatonin in their systems (which is why their blood is drank).
so the way you stimulate your melatonin production is to stimulate your pineal gland to do so (with darkness and sensory deprivation). when you do this thoughts will pop into your head… these are all your “programs” that hold you in this dimension… keep understanding why you think those things (don’t simply abolish them) and over time you will be able to get into a peaceful meditative state at will. I can see that this somehow has something to do with DMT but I’m not sure how yet… doesn’t matter, cause I know this is the right track. sunlight is not your friend when you’re meditating. melatonin supplements are only good to form a necessity for your body at first, but remember to quit them and when withdrawls come on, to go and meditate in darkness, to bump up your natural melatonin production…
somethin like that guys… I just discovered this yesterday. I am prolly missing something still…
activate that gland!!
first quote got eaten by wordpress:
”Of all the known ways to stimulate melatonin production, none is more dramatic than smoking marijuana. Marijuana stimulates production of a prostaglandin called PGE2, which may relate to its ability to stimulate melatonin production. Italian researchers discovered that when eight men smoked a cigarette containing the active ingredient in marijuana, THC (tetrahydrocannabinol), they had dramatically higher melatonin levels twenty minutes later. After two hours, their melatonin levels were 4,000 percent higher than at baseline!”
(Russel J. Reiter, Ph.D., Jo Robinson)
you are within spitting distance of the real reason marijuana is mostly illegal
it does not kill brain cells rather it activates them
with almost everything the elites say, you can be near certain the exact opposite is true
and i think it produces more oxygen than any other plant on earth! or one of them anyway
FWH
Any Information on people that have Enochian Symbols on the neck?
FWH, A little background data, This was passed on to me by someone with a tetra series implant.
THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVE VIDS FOR FREQUENCIES!! YAY
Is it just me? Made me cry…not like me.
NO I CRY TOO