Pause for a Moment and Breathe…
by Former White Hat
…and ask yourself these two questions:
- Am I doing what I came here to do?
- Am I doing enough?
Confessions of a Former White Hat Operative
ACCEPT NO CLONES!
…and ask yourself these two questions:
FWH I am still trying to figure out what the heck am I here for!
if you do not know, keep seeking
FWH-first question-if you or anyone else can tell me what i came here to do-i would glady do-(i might have and idea) second question- am i doing enough?- well probably not- but if you give me the resources to do it- i am available immediately!
you are doing enough; you waste too much time online. Get out into the real world and do some good.
thank you- strange you should say that- because that’s how i feel- i need to help people- will do- thanks again!
I’m doing the best i can here, and when I’m not on here I’m trying to teach my dog how to tap dance.
I’ll tell you this: How the fuck will I know?
I would love to go to Hope, or kill with a sharp katana any lizard or clone or whatever. I would really like to travel in time, particulièrement with Tesla.
Go fuck yourself, FORMER white hat.
Your select club make me wonder if YOU are doinf enough.
My tasks in this world are nearly complete and I move on to the next phase.
If you have to ask “how the fuck would I know?” then you truly do not know who the fuck you are. Go out there and find yourself. You will not find yourself online or in your laptop and IPAD. You will not find yourself in your smart phone or the video games you waste your time with.
There are many out in the real world you can help…help them, and you will know the answer.
Yes. I have retreated into the above. Fending off fear and bullshit. I am not doing enough. I need to reconnect. Thank you.
Take care. I appreciate our exchanges and your energy. I am very dumb down. But I know it is possible to ascend with my Mother Earth when the time comes. I have a deep love for her as I do for my daughter who is very challenged in this life. I need to find the strength and wisdom to make a better life.
… it’s a fine inadvertant revelation…
for some, YOUR calling has been to reveal that even the illusion of enlightenment doesn’t exorcise egocentricism’s more negative manifestations.
… good show.
You can be here for any reason, to be a world leader, a teacher, or as something simple as just being at the right place at the right time to save someones life in a few seconds, and thats it, not everyones destiny is to be something top knotch… Some peoples purpose is to be a grade school teacher to inspire children to become great, or even a homeless person to teach others the reality of our world, or to teach compassion. Many purposes.
Very good questions…but, I have no answer.
I guess thats the point. to contemplate it and everything.
Somehow I feel sad for not feeling I am doing all I could and knowing that are others who are here doing some hard work by their own will for our humanity sake. The problem I see is that I am still in a comprehension phase, I don’t feel I am ready to act nor I know how to or what to do, so for now I am stuck in the comprehension phase, what saddly at my pov applies only to myself. I would like to be able to do more, but for the lack of knowledge I am ‘maintaining my hands’ away of others. There are many things that are hard to do, and probably the hardest is to pass the knowledge acquired by oneself to other people, the main reason I see for me is that wrong conclusions could bring a lot of confusion, spreading of misinformation and probably other consequences.
I am trying to apply this knowledge in some practical ways, but I feel like not doing much, and am not sure if it is this the reason of me being here.
do what you feel is your calling
What if one’s calling is to tell smug shit-heads to go fuck themselves?
That would put Marble right on track.
a sorry calling and a waste of life. quite a sound for the tones
I think you’ve touched a nerve here. I believe most everyone on this blog is trying to figure out what their calling is and how to do more.
Its a frustrating situation.
How ’bout offering a class just for us. The classroom could be a spaceship! That would be fun!!
I can honestly answer, I don’t know. That is blurred and mixed in with the memory suppression they did to me. . Of course I don’t feel I’m doing enough, but, again, not sure what that is either. I want clarity here. I want to be doing, helping, completing my mission.
#1 – Just by the fact that I am alive is a beginning;…
#2 – I don’t know what “enough” is…because there is never a limit to knowing who and what we are.
We are here to experience as much as possible to add to our total soul journey.
The choices I make fall under my intrinsic values. I don’t feel any personal obligation or altruism to all of humanity, but the more souls I can help, the better.
We do not need to compare ourselves to others. Each person has a different life purpose.
Would be nice if we had an internal timer that would trigger our memories after xx number of years, once we’ve matured enough to handle the shock.
I’m failing almost daily, so I know I’m making progress as I fail my way to my perception of success. Almost there
Genz, that is a cup half empty way to look at it.
Life itself is a miracle and you are succeeding at it otherwise you wouldnt be here.
Everyday you are becoming the greatest miracle you can be…Like the shiniest star in the sky.
Sit in silence and meditate. You will find the answer…
I do all I can think to do whenever and wherever possible but it never seems like enough. A lot of times with frustrating results and that’s when I have to let it all go and trust for the best possible outcome. Made the decision some time ago to go with the flow as much as possible and not try to control everything. Hope this helps some of you.
I lack money, free time, and other types of resources. But I try to compensate for that with hugs, hi-fives, and smiles. And you can never give too many hugs…
Heres a big hug, mjk
here’s a hug mjk27
No. this sick system is like a ball and chain. do small things but of course but can always do more. I was never focused at school as I was worried sick about planet earth, hope for humanity and the sick things i was researching re monarchy etc. I felt alone in this regard. always dreamed of working with a group of peeps. used to fantasize about protests against NWO /RFID chips when the shit hit the fan. but got to be careful what one wishes for ey! it didnt help me at all (but yet it is everything / made me who i am today) i am where / what i am but still searching… always. love, light – always
Peace!
Create your group of peeps! Anything is possible Matt. It is a matter of intent and all will fall into place. Dreaming is good, implementing in action is fulfilling. It doesn’t have to be a big production or mega funds…social media helps finding like minds.
We fail only when we stop trying.
Regards,
Bella Love
too true bella love too true! all this i know but being reminded and staying connected (or disconnected) does wonders for me
Mr FWH, please give me some clues about who am I.
I see you in Galatic War, would you please give me some info about that war?
And am I doing enough?
And I also met Olein in Galatic War.
wtf is this? – https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=285431361569053&set=a.241405075971682.47251.241392719306251&type=1&theater
”The townspeople of Oakville, Washington, were in for a surprise on August 7, 1994. Instead of their usual downpour of rain, the inhabitants of the small town witnessed countless gelatinous blobs falling from the sky. Once the globs fell, almost everyone in Oakville started to develop severe, flu-like symptoms that lasted anywhere from 7 weeks to 3 months. Finally, after exposure to the goo caused his mother to fall ill, one resident sent a sample of the blobs for testing. What the technicians discovered was shocking – the globs contained human white blood cells. The substance was then brought to the State Department of Health of Washington for further analysis. With another startling reveal, they discovered that the gelatinous blobs had two types of bacteria, one of which is found in the human digestive system. However, no one could successfully identify the blob, and how they were connected to the mysterious sickness that plagued the town.”
some info here as well i think – http://www.weirdus.com/states/washington/bizarre_beasts/flying_jelly_fish/index.php
could be these blobs are failed human experiments and they just toss them out of their ufos- who knows ?
Fiona… you are one funny lady and make me laugh so hard sometimes… I really appreciate you.
The top 10 things dead people want to tell living people are:
1. They’re not dead.
2. They’re sorry for any pain they caused.
3. There’s no such thing as a devil or hell.
4. They were ready to go when they went.
5. You’re not ready.
6. They finally understand what they were missing.
7. Nothing can prepare you for the beauty of the moment you arrive.
8. Don’t try to understand this now, but life is exceedingly fair.
9. Your pets are as crazy, brilliant and loving, here, as they were there.
10. Life really is all about love, but not just loving those who love you…
very good insight
what about telling them to make sure you max out your credit cards before you leave. It’s payback against the criminal banksters
Thanks, Sandi. I needed this right about now. Truly.
just remember…don’t hold your love inside unexpressed…because otherwise it is the pain that you carry
No, Im not and with a good reason. Im staying pretty much dorment. Just engaging in converstations with people and trying to lift their awareness. Other than that, Just observing the patterns that I see and waiting. I have a way too chaotic mind too make a plan. When the moment arrives I’ll know what to do, like it always does.
Hi FWH,
Good questions.
My answer is: yes.
Reason for such a clear answer is that since i took up Zen seriously (meditation, study, work which uplifts life) i feel increasingly grateful.
Grafeful that i know my seperate self is an illusion, making everything always already ok + grateful that i am alive to serve what is about te emerge.
Cosmic justice makes it that succes [as i define it; not neccesarily in sociatal terms] happens in my surroundings.
In Lak ‘Ech
FWH and Comrades: – About me… I’m doing what my Consciousness degree dictates and discernment permits (also circumstances…)! My Soul-Heart command my Life!
I don’t regret nothing of what I’ve been doing because it comes from my higher “voice” and We MUST NOT SILENCE (and be ACCOMPLICE with) WHAT IS LOUDLY CRYING aroun us; THE HORRORS RESULTING FROM EMPTY BEINGS’ ACTIONS (that are empowered by us, our connivance!!!)!
We must be more sure and affirmative about the power of our – even apparently short – interventions’ capabilities, be it thoughts, feelings, words and actions, because, we have the power to project the World we have:
- If we do our best (coming from pure Human sensibility), and the others don’t give importance, then, it is not our problem (they have Free Will… and + the “echo” of our loving and compassionate imprint) BECAUSE, we have ACTIVELY tried to share, we have done what was expected from us (from our Souled Comprehension).
Christic Light illuminates all (even more, the ones that are against-Christ)!
I hear a new movie has been released this week called LOOPER.. a hitman is hired to assassinate the future version of himself! anyone we should know about?
it is based on me.
Terence McKenna – Transformation (Part 2 of 2) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wh-RaBFnxjo&feature=relmfu
At last something sensible, eventhough the answer to that question can take a lifetime. I think there is much work to do so it is not always enough. What I am here for is to help other humans and by helping I help myself.
1. I know exactly what I am to be doing, and I’m pretty sure I am doing it now. I used to blame others for that, but now that those others are out of my life, I’m pretty chill.
2. definitely not!!! I’m the worst when it comes to procrastination. I have an excuse for everything. that is slowly changing little by little as I’m cleaning my life up.
to everyone else, just pause a moment, and figure out what you yourself really believe you do that makes a difference. even being a magnetic lightbulb in a world of darkness is helping… with so much sex and pleasure on tv and everywhere, people often forget what light looks like if there are no good examples hanging around.
Very good words of wisdom FWH. And now the end is near and so I face the final curtain. I did what I had to do and I did it my way. Fun is always a good thing in my book. I came into this dimension to have fun. Yeee! Hawww! Let the good times roll. I love this world and all the toys. Bring on the new world with more toys.
soon we might need a chip to play with our toys. not for me
I feel like I need to help people, but I don’t know where to start. I’m glad because I know , not everything, but I know the matrix we live in. I started a blog not so long ago, but it is in spanish, and I stopped writing a few months ago because I felt no one cared. I feel I need to tell people what is going on, but they get scared, or they start denying it. My family believes almost everything I share with them, but they just don’t want to talk about it. That’s the exhausting part, but I should start all over again, people have to wake up.
Si hablas español entenderás esta respuesta sino hazmela saber y sin problemas la paso al ingles. No te voy a decir que hacer pero te puedo sugerir y es la mejor forma de empezar ayudar alguien es de la siguiente manera y solo es una opinión aclaro. Por ejemplo hay personas que están tristes porque se murió su papa, los dejo la novio o novia, perdieron su trabajo y el destino nos los pone en el camino, solo con darles palabras de aliento, escucharlos, es suficiente y ya con eso los estas ayudando, siempre y cuando sea de corazón todo lo que les dices. No necesitas darles dinero conseguirles el trabajo, quitarles su problema de salud. Simplemente con las cosas mas sencillas como unas palabras estas ayudando alguien. Hay quienes pueden y ayudan de otra forma como por ejemplo unirse de voluntario o voluntario en los centros de auto ayuda para drogadictos, etc. Un ejemplo no mío pero que si me ha tocado vivir es que una conocida regala juguetes a los niños de la calle en Navidad y dia de reyes, se los da los que ve no a los que estén en un centro en particular. Bueno son ejemplos y si esto te sirve de algo para que tu camino se aclare un poco. Que la luz de la Fuente ilumine tu camino y el de tu seres queridos siempre.
Sigue a tu corazón en lo que sientes es tu razón para estar vivo en este momento.
Just because no one commented on your blog doesn’t mean your effort had gone wasted. Have faith like a mustard seed. It never doubts its potential and what it is and can become. A candle light requires no one’s acknowledgement or recognition in order to shine in darkness. Keep at it with your blog.
Those are Bill Ryan Questions too.
i am FWH!
lol!
Hmmm…..Really? Laddie is that true?
Prove it if you can. Does Kerry know ? Can she verify it ? I could be wrong but if I remember correctly you denied that you were Bill Ryan once before did you not.
Why my previous comment has disappeared?
Mi misión la conocí desde hace ya varios años y se, que lo hecho hasta ahora esas allá de lo que se considera suficiente. Para algunos lo que hago les cuesta trabajo entender pero yo lo hago por que así lo siento, así debe de ser y por amor a todos los seres que habitan este planeta en esta dimensión. Saludos ExSombrero Blanco.
Haz lo que te dicte el corazón
We do the best we can do to find and follow our life purpose. At first I thought I was to be a wife and mom, but that was not enough. I felt like in a cage and limited by not being able to express myself and my creativity. I am not by far as insightful as most of you here, but I listen to my inner voice and I realized that in my path I have to do something for children and for the planet. Whoever says that one person can’t make a difference, is wrong. Look at Mr. FWH!
Me, as a single mom I brought awareness for organic clothing for children, having other messages for the parents of a inspirational manner.
Am I doing enough? I am doing it from my heart and I put passion and love and good energy into it and even something more fascinating..when we say we don’t have money for whatever project..that’s an excuse. I am speaking from my own experience and reality.
We could raise money, we could have volunteers helping with their skills, and I promise that there will always be people willing to help and be part of something of importance and meaning.
The most important is to BELIEVE!
Regards to all,
BellaLove
FWH !
Have you asked yourself those two questions ?
Have you accomplished what you came here to do ?
Have you done enough ?
Did you answer yes to both ?
I don’t think you have done enough otherwise you would have been all over the internet and main stream media as well.
I mean you say you have all these high powered connections so I think you should have been able to have just about anything done.
What makes you think I am not all over the net and MSM media under my real name, Sean David Morton?
An appetite for Sean David Morton I can see over Bill Ryan. But you are too quick to be either. So, you are me. No, I’m to slow also.
Damned if I know who you are even if you told me.
LOL!
yeah right and your alternate self is Kerry Cassidy right ? The thing is that you’ve claimed to be a few people already so if you did actually tell us who you really are no one would believe it.
I am Jack Burns
Is that Burns the comedian or the golfer ?
Burns the code name
I’m a nurse. Always wanted to be a nurse. Knew I was going to be one from the time I have any memory recall. It was a natural transition for me to go into nursing school after college. Human contact inspires me. Knowing that I’ve helped someone with a smile, a look, a touch…incredible. Some people have no one that cares about them. They haven’t felt a human touch in eons. Those are the best. The elderly gentleman who’s got no family and is dying alone in a hospital bed…no one has hugged him in decades. No one has asked him if he’s ok. I hug him and I ask what he wants. I sit by his bedside and talk WITH him, not at him. I listen. I thank him for his stories. I tell him I’ll never forget him. The teen aged girl about to give birth…her family has disowned her. She’s alone, afraid, in pain. I hold her hand. I tell her how awesome she is and how proud she should be of herself for bringing this small babe into the world. Not everyone can give life. She’s been given a gift to cherish, love and put above everyone else. The 5 year old boy dying of brain cancer in the pedi oncology unit. His mother is a crack whore and his father is a thug…and doesn’t even know he exists. I held this boy in my arms and rocked him into Heaven telling him how much he was loved…stroking his silken blond head. My mother…oh, my Momma. Bringing her home from the hospital because she knew she was going to die and she was so scared. Sitting with her, holding her hand as she took her last breaths and telling her all the while…”it’s ok, Momma. It’s ok. Go. I’ve got this covered. I’ll take care of Daddy until he can be with you again.” And she left.
Have I done “enough?”
Not nearly.
It’s never “enough.”
As long as there are people out there that are alone, scared, hungry, in pain it’ll never be “enough.”
This world and the people in it suck. They’re cruel, they’re vindictive and most care about nothing but themselves.
I’m glad I’ve touched peoples lives. I’m glad that I’ve been able to give them hope or a sense of peace. I wish I could do more. It’s just never “enough.”
Sarah, When you say: “I wish I could do more” ; We can do more ever, like helping to share the TRUTH about the ways of restoring Health, inside Medical & Nurses’ Classes. Explo: –
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Loving words/acts yours!
I enjoy reading everyones comments, you all make me smile ,
it is odd fwh asked that, about a month ago i asked the same question, to myself
what do i need todo to be able to ascend, what have i forgotten, what do i need to fix.. i got an answer, – mine came down to forgiveness, even though i thought i had done that, i had not…
i just meditated and asked..eventually the thought comes in.
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Enjoy this one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cv8cv4_KJnA
“It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles” Buddha
indeed.